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somewhere in oregon. [24 Apr 2007|12:06pm]
it's been a long, hard year.
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[12 Dec 2006|04:09pm]
i drink my thoughts away.
i've gotten good at that.
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[30 Nov 2006|03:03am]
my entire world shattered.

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[09 Sep 2006|11:06am]
i'm sorry.

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[14 Aug 2006|08:19pm]
i seriously need to stop drinking.

i'm sorry.
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[15 Jun 2006|11:19pm]
[ mood | confused ]

i really just don't want to regret it.

a lot has happened.
i haven't wanted to write about it.
come to think of it, i still don't.

but my sister graduated college last weekend and i'm ridiculously proud of her. seriously.(moreso as of late, since realizing that i will probably honestly never graduate)
it's also her birthday today.

happy birthday, buddy.

i've actually been answering my phone lately. so if you've felt the desire to speak with me recently, call.

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[28 May 2006|09:23am]
hi. (from vegas)
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[15 Dec 2005|12:30pm]
[ mood | upset ]


last all-nighter of the fucking year.

i know i should be really happy, but i pretty much feel like bursting into tears.
i'm really disappointed in this entire semester.
i just......nevermind. i'll keep it to myself.

on a side note, you might not want to call me tonight.
i will most likely be drunk.

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[28 Nov 2005|12:05am]
vegas under unfortunate circumstances.Collapse )
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[19 Nov 2005|04:25pm]
me and adam are in laguna beach right now.
the whole situation is completely disastrous.
i can't believe this is happening.
i don't know.
i can't fix this.
how did i let this happen?
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[16 Nov 2005|09:37pm]
somebody please tell me what color my damn eyesCollapse ) are?!!

the lady at the DMV was being a bitch and arguing with me about it. she kept yelling at me and telling me i was breaking the law because my drivers license says my eyes are green and she was convinced they were either brown or hazel. i don't know man. i told her my birth certificate & medical records say blue/green.
she said i needed to pay to get a new ID.
i got so frustrated with her i just left and went to the DMV in the city (which was a nightmare as well). i wanted to tell her to go fuck herself, but i kept my mouth shut.

fucking DMV...i swear.
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[12 Nov 2005|12:22am]
[ mood | perhaps i do miss him. ]

sex ruins everything.
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[07 Nov 2005|05:33pm]
[ mood | derelict. ]

how quickly you forget where we came fromCollapse )
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[05 Nov 2005|02:09am]
everything is a complete fucking mess.

i don't know what to do.
this is a total nightmare
and i can't take back what i did.
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[02 Nov 2005|12:28am]
penisCollapse )
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[01 Nov 2005|10:39pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

i was drunk 85% of the entire day yesterday.
had already had 3 rum&cokes by noon.

(by the way, sorry if i drunk-dialed/texted anyone like 20 times yesterday. my call log is filled with people i totally don't remember calling.)

definitely felt all that alcohol this morning. ugh.
totally mixed alcohol last night. SUCH a bad idea.
my roommate made jello shots too.
our house is a mess. dishes and shot glasses and alcohol everywhere.
everyone is too lazy to clean it up yet.

i ended up doing exactly what i told myself i wouldnt do.
getting drunk, and going downtown.

i had no costume.
so, ten minutes before we left, i painted myself silver and threw on a pair of wings.
yeah..it was a mess. there is silver shit all over our shower now. and my face is breaking out.
definitely NOT doing that ever again.

uh, so they definitely let us up on stage because charmaine and her friend were barely dressed and we proceeded to dance like sluts in front of a shitload of people (like, 300,000 people apparently). people were taking pictures. i find that awkward.
got my ass grabbed way too many times. which i don't understand because a) im not hot and b) i was like the only fully clothed female there.

it was crowded. and not so much fun.

we spent almost 2 hours trying to get back because all the fucking stations near castro were closed. it sucked so bad.
i got home to find a bunch of people there and my roommate drunk out of her mind. it was funny. i think i like my roommates more because of last night.
we proceeded to drink more. more rum&coke, which ended up being like 3 parts bacardi, 1 part actual coke.

passed out sometime this morning. and then had to get up for class like 2 hours later because my psych teacher said she would drop anyone who didnt come today. everyone was completely hung over. one guy kept having to leave class every 5 minutes to get sick. i felt bad, cause he looked like shit.

came back home and slept. until i was awoken by my roommate pounding at the front door for 20 minutes because she forgot her key.


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[28 Oct 2005|12:15am]
what the fuck is with this whole "live-really-close-but-still-never-hang-out" thing?
seriously. needs to stop.

otherwise, i totally suck at life.
explanation later.
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[16 Sep 2005|11:05pm]
signed lease.
got keys.
moving this weekend.
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[13 Sep 2005|02:53am]
[ mood | desolate. ]

wake me up when september ends.

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[09 Sep 2005|12:54am]
[ mood | umm.. ]

class today fucking stressed me out. so, i made a rather last minute decision to just get into my car and flee a couple hundred miles to the oh-so-fucking-bright-and-cheery side of california.

i am at my sisters apartment.

my sister is charmingly drunk. and i am having loads of fun so far.
(or...perhaps not. she told me to say that. the former is definitely true. the latter, i have yet to decide)

i am making no sense. sorry. i literally have not slept in the last 50 hours.

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